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I know they say we're made of stardust. But scientifically speaking, I'm about 75% water, and the rest It's nothing but a mess of fears, doubts and missing you. And I look up at the stars and wonder. If they too cry until they're down at their last 10%, And if they have trouble sleeping because they're scared of something, And if, like me, they doubt the world, And if missing someone hurts worse when they breathe too.
To all the boys who can't decide what they want or what they're looking for; to all the boys who just don't want to be in a "relationship" but want everything else; to all the boys who fluctuate right on the boundary of interested and not:
You drive me crazy, in the worst way possible. You either have the feeling or you don't, and it's not something you should have to decide upon or convince yourself of. So stop with all the floundering, all the flip-flopping, all the tugging of our hearts up and down with each word.
Well,
I really just want to know if you miss me.
Because I do. Tbh,
I hate when people tell me I should try dating this person or that person.
Like that's what dating is all about.
I don't want to date anyone just for the sake of dating.
I don't want to date anyone just so I won't be 'lonely'.
I want to date someone because they were special. Because I met them, got to know them, and realized they're someone I would really love to be with. And they feel the same too, hopefully.
I want them to look at me and think: "That girl...she could be it." And I want to think the same thing about him.
I'm not looking for my future husband. I'm not proposing he has to propose at our first meeting. I'm not trying to tie the knot so soon, or jump into something too serious quite that quickly. Not from one glance, no. I want something that could be real, and with someone who really caught my eye. And maybe, just maybe, caught theirs.
That's why I'm completely dedicated to wanting to date only you. If you would only do something, or show me you feel the same. I'm only going to hold out for so long, and it's been long.
Forget all the other guys. Even the handsome ones. The smart ones. The bad boys. The whatevers.
You're special, to me. You're everything I ever dreamt of in a dream guy for years before I met you. And the way we met. Gosh, it felt like destiny in a way. Like fate wanted us to meet. It was cheesy, and a little cliche. I wonder if you thought the same too.
I hope you figure out soon, I think you're special. And I hope I figure out soon whether you feel the same or not. Well, probably not. Please don't let me lose hope. -Jessie <365 0 comment[s] | back to top |
